Feelings are always mixed , your never going to feel 100% about somebody. I like this guy and he likes me but for some stupid reason every time i seem to fall for somebody other guys come into my life and start talking to me, what am i suppose to do say no fuck off ? I cant i need to have guy mates too . Most guy mates i have always want something serious with me and its annoying. Why cant i  just have male good looking friends what is it. Why cant we just keep secrets and be friends no fights no interferences. Why does things always stuff up why cant we just be perfect. Because theres no such thing as perfect at the moment. According to people society is fucked. And i think it really is but not because theres a girl young girl drinking and has a picture of it . Not everything revolves around facebook. All i want is my life to plane out how i pictured it when i was 5 when i was just a kid that could do whatever she wanted have fun muck around because thats what life was about then. Now its about having fun smoking getting into the “right” crowd and having fun. Breaking rules , rebelling, being a slut, and denying it. Well thats not me ! I use tumblr too show those what i am . I want to grow up a model and a dancer ruling the fricken world. And i can work on it now or waste my time with all those annoying gay problems i just mentioned.